HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! 9th August 2004… Singapore’s 39th Birthday…It’s National Day liao… Hmm~ I woke up at 8+am… Haizz~ I actually wanted to sleep till 10+am… but was awaken by a call… from… fren…
Had breakfast at MacDonald… then…. Went home…
Had a busy time since morning… Really done lots of housework… waha~ TIRED out… but never mind lah... just make my mum happy lor… Wah~ my house is so clean now… but poor me…
Don’t know if I am really that silly anot lah… but I’ve been hoping for a call since last Tuesday (3rd August 2004)… but the call never came. My hp can be filled by so many sms or calls… but none was wat I hoped for… HAIZ~
Jo~ dun think so much… Come on…. Make urself bz with the workload to be done at home…sort your digital photos… continue to develop your website…. Do whatever things u wan… but just don’t think so much… coz u’ll only make urself more miserable…
Listening to David Tao’s “Ai4 Hen2 Jian3 Dian1” now… it’s really a very nice song… I love listening to sentimental songs… but memories seem to recollect again! So SAD~
Why are there so many ups and downs in life… =(
~Tells myself~ JO~~ 2nd warning… PLEASE KEEP URSELF BUSY with all the stuffs other than thinking and thinking of things that has the least possibility to happen… =X
Nope~ I do think a lot sometimes. But occasionally, it has reached a point that I don’t even wish to think… I’d rather just quarantine that part of my memory… I did that one time… a few weeks back… perhaps it’s time for me to temporary re-quarantine this memory and thoughts that keep wandering in my mind every now and then….
It’s 4.51pm le… Hp is still silent, without that call… my home is so empty…. No one is at home…I’m home alone… don’t wish to go out… no mood… haiz~
No one to talk to also … of coz got lah… but I really no mood to talk nonsense lah…. =(
Argh~ what’s in hold for me in life? To pass my life day by day…or??
My overseas studies thingy… Am I really not going? Am I making the right decision by not going? Will I regret one day? There are many reasons y I don’t want to go further… but all these can be put aside… all except for one most important reason… but now, I am not sure if that one important reason is really worth it anot? *CONFUSED*
Can tat someone tell me, and reassure me that this decision I make is right… and will be right forever???