I slept quite early... at 12+... Told mikaaa I was going to bed early. Too tired le...
Who noes, I had sms coming in at 12+... I did reply... It's my habit to reply... Coz I can hear the phone ring... partly oso becoz I'm also surprised to receive that sms... =)
But I duno hw cum... when I woke up in the morning... I checked my hp... and I saw 1 unread msg. Hmm~ How cum I din hear the fone ring? I was like so confused~ I rarely had missed calls or msg when I'm in my room. Coz I'm a light sleeper.
Mayb I'm really too tired le.. So i din hear my hp ring. Oops~
Anyway, I oso had a dream... A StReSsEd dream... ==> MUSIC EXAM? I actually dreamt that I had to take a music exam.. SUDDENLY... I din even practise at all.. And I had to go for an EXAM? ARGH~
When I was in the examination room, the examiner Told MI TIS.. "U are to play tis piece for ur exam... " I was too shocked for words le. In that dream, I did not even register tat song as an examination repertoire piece.
THen wat? BAsed on my sight-reading skills? I was supposed to play that song? OMG~
I barely made it.... managed to scrape thru the whole song... No accuracy in the song reading...
WAt made it worse was that, I tot my exam electone model was supposedly EL-90.. But not onli was I not given my preferred EL-90, the models offered to me at the exam studio was... Weird Models... Indeed they are EL models, but I've never seen them b4.. Not in my life while studying music... OMG~ really duno wat to do... can PENGZ~
AFter the whole exam ended, I was so demoralised le... Why lydat de? I din even register for exam in the 1st place, the exam piece was not my choice... electone models were also "models that din seem to exist in reality but they actually APPEARED in front of mi... "
Everything seemed to go wrong tat day... =(
Finally I woke up... realising that it was nothing but a DREAM! CHEY~
I was so sianz le. FAncy dreaming of MUSIC! I am indeed very stressed up with my music.. tis so-called advanced grade or Teacher's grade... as u wish to call it.. is really so difficult... Really feel like giving up. But to think again, it's a waste to stop at the last part....
HAiZ~ WAt to do??? =(