:: Visit to grandparent'sHse ::

It's Sat~ Visit to mama's hse today! Mum has been waiting and waiting for this day again~ to carry n carry richie lor.. haa...

Sick Richie~

But poor Richie is still sick.. so i had to make it a point that he goes home before 8pm.... Upon reaching mama's hse, mama rushed to BATHE.. so tat she can carry richie... hoho... Carry n sing song.. tok and play.. she did all sorts... Richie recognises ppl?? My dad oso wanted to carry richie.. but Richie CRIeD upon being carried.. tink he saw ah gong too fierce liao... my ah-ma, richie's great grand ma, oso carried richie... all said richie looks like daddy... hmm.. how abt mummy... y richie nvr look like mummy one????? :(

Richie in Action~ Wat Richie did today??? PLayed n played.. thn he POO POO!!! he poo poo at grand parents hse... hoho~ Richie seldom poo poo outside.. and always tries to ensure tat mama (mi lor) is the one who cleans him up... Then he starts to feel hungry and cries again~ after feeding... he slept again~but awaken by the noise from upstairs.

Richie, the future musician~

Then it's Richie, the future musician.... at play... haa... Richie anyhow touch n n step on my electone organ.. hee... Of coz i oso played some songs for richie and he was so excited and elated... hee... Richie~ muz inherit some of mama's musical skills ok... :) share some common interest with mummy k... =)

Fotos~

We oso took fotos... but aiya.. no full family foto... onli took richie n ah zor (greatgrandma), richie with grandparents, richie n uncles's gf.., richie with uncle and grandpa & richie with grandma...

WHERE's Richie with parents? sigh~ no family foto again!!!!

Food~

Ah Ma cooked.. qia4 ba4 hoon4 (瘦肉米粉) for lunch and simple but sumptous dinner, pig liver, mixed vege, cai xin, ginseng soup, steamed prawns, sesame chix and my favourite 红糟鸡 (red glutinuous wine chix... think it's a hock chew dish~yummy~)....

:: MaMa's Ex-boss ::

It's Fri and i received a call from uncle... Asked me how is mama... thn oso told me Goh Keng Swee had passed away this morning.. asked me to bring mama to the wake if possible.
But does mama wanna go? I guess i shall let her noe it when i go over to her hse the next day.....
hmm~
How should i tell her? hmm... Will she wanna go ? wat's her reaction?

:: RIDICULOUS.. MIA for 5 daes ::

Stupid Bro~ Where have you gone.... ? Going somewhere without telling or informing everyone? Do you tink u're juz living alone, without any parents or watsoever???

Mum's sick but yet he still doesn't noe the grave situation... sigh~ Mum was slightly better 1.5 wks back.. but with the precious son missing, it doesn't reali help improve her condition....
Nw mummy's juz sitting in a corner quietly... waiting for kor kor to cum home...
Dad's started his search, hunting for kor kor too..

All we can do is wait n see if tat stupid fool does call home... Every1's worried.... worried about his safety... worried if he did tk his medicine... worried where he had been.. .was he astray? haiz....
Why my kor kor always cause trouble for the family???? Never-ending problems...

If he doesn't call or cum back today, I'm going to suggest to daddy to call the police... Crazy~ missing for more than 5 days????

RIDICULOUS!!! Simply ridiculous n inconsiderate..

:: Another 2 wks passed ::

Time flies... does not wait for any1 as usual... have seem to come to terms with mum's 'condition'... nothing much i can do... and i tried to avoid going to her hse for the 2nd wk already. I'm afraid of bumping to my dad... and wan to avoid the feelings of seeing my mum in such a state, yet can't do anything about this... haiz... dreaded this... but i guess.. life still goes on... I have re-fixed another appt for her on Apr 24. But i'm really not confident of bringing her to see the specialist successfully...
Perhaps during this period of time, i've got more white hair... all due to stress? haha~ Luckily I've got frenz whom i can tok to... haha.. thank god..
Been thru alot throughout my life? Perhaps not as bad as those out in the world whom I do not know, but i guess, still considered alot, when compared to my frenz? Always been asking why why why, such hurdles and problems only occur in my family. but have never found an answer to it.. except tat 'to resign to fate' and tat 'i did not choose to be born into this family' .. .tat's wat some1 used to say to me.... sigh~
However hard life can be, I had never expected mum to becum like tis. Here possessiveness and stubborn character still strongly stay within her.... haha...
All i wanted was to bring her to see a doctor. But such a simple thing, yet hard to fulfil... Why doesn't any1 understand the imptance of bringing her to the doc? Going to visit her izn't the only important thing tat we should do... but i can't do it without my dad's help. sigh~ hopes she can go with me to the doc to seek treatment...

:: Help~ State of helplessness? ::

This is the 2nd appt is missed again. What should I do? Why can't she juz acc me to go out? My one and only motive is to bring her to see the doc... It seems so difficult.
Who can help her? Should I call Dr Lim? Dr Lim was her boss previously. Would it be better although she is also just a GP?
Feel so vexed. But I think i'm still lucky? coz I still have someone to tok to... at least to lend a listening ear?
HAiz... I even told csn... if 1 day, i'm realli too stressed until i end up behaving like an eccentric person or have symptoms of having depression, pls do nt hesitate to send me to the doc... By hook or by crook... sigh~ and he told me... he will slap me left n right.. haha~

:: Bag full of Qs Marks ::

Feeling lost, worried & helpless.. Trying ways and means to help her but no one seems to physically help. Only know how to lip say... Got use mah???
No one seems to be willing to help me... :( not even the professionals.. Always kip asking mi to bring her over.. How to bring??? Try try try is all they say.. but it doesn't work!
Feeling of helplessness... more white hair growning... I may seem happy on the surface.. but who understands my feeling? Haiz...

:: Worried ::

Didn't call my parents for 2 days already. Tried to call today but whole family's fone is off. Y can't anyone just switch on their hp? I'm really very worried for them... especially my mum. I really kenot describe wat has happenned to her... .or wat is wrong with her....
My nightmares got worse recently... worse than before. I keep waking up in the middle of the night... dreaming of mummy... dreaming of all weird things.. Am I tinking to much??? Help~
*Prays that all are fine...*

:: Mummy's Bdae ::

It was mummy's 51 bdae yesterday. Her 1st bday in her 2nd HDB flat...
Bought her a cake from *Four Leaves*

MuMmy's Bdae Cake




I had actually aimed for the Coco Exotic;
ended up having a black forest classic coz..NO MORE~~~ the UNCLE in front of me bought the one i wanted..... sigh~ :(

A delectable treat for "chocoholics", filled generously with light chocolate mousse and crunchy hazelnut flakes

We had dinner at SRN 煮炒... spent ard $100 bucks.... haha~ Gave mummy angpow as a present. Reali duno wat to give her already....

After dinner, we jalan jalan below her blk. and that's when i realised.... MY mum actually MOVED in to the NEW HSE n never stepped out of the hse ... until her birthday today~ so lazy... aiyo... she dun even know her NEIGHBOURS!~

LAter we went upstairs, back to her hse to celebrate her bday.... took some fotos & Videos using our hp.... While transfering photos to her hp, she kept talking to RAY..asking him to buy big hse... n i tink the conversation got a bit heated up coz mum wans us to buy big hse. but our intention was only to buy a 3-rm flat... she oso told ray to buy near her... and said that this hse is only temporary... hmm~ lalala... .